July morning
before the dawn
I step outside
with the dog
night clings
like a heavy curtain
silhouetting trees
against indigo sky
waning gibbous moon
gleaming bright
bathing the earth
in silversoft light
that’s what draws me
the ethereal glow
and a strange star
above the moon
the dog is here
on practical business
trotting out in the yard
obediently
—he is not mine
but he loves me so
he lived here
not so long ago;
he belongs to my son
away on vacation—
the dog
is like the morning
velvet charcoal
silent
peaceable
watchful
I can barely glimpse
the glow of his white breast
out in the darkness
a whippoorwhill calls
from the pines
while I try to discern
what star that is
so bright above the moon
—Jupiter
king of the planets
and there in the east
Mars, glittering red
the ancients could read
their preordained ritual
but I, in the silverdark Now,
cannot
—a loud animal cry
shatters the stillness
No!
I know without knowing
—here comes the dog
shy and humble creature
who’s not really supposed to run
on his congenitally malformed
frail back legs
here he comes, running
as hard as he can
through the shadows
charcoal in charcoal
soft shape in his mouth
No! No!
how is it that
this most benevolent creature
who’s never done another harm, never
should be ceremoniously dropping
a rabbit at my feet
no, no, I cry
horror and awe intermingled
at the unnecessary death
that he can even catch a rabbit
—incongruous,
how Elvis starts singing in my brain
as if this act
is the sole measure
of a dog’s worth
for here stands The Dog
magically transformed
from meek pet
to mighty hunter
bringing the solitary catch
of his life
to me
a blood offering
under the waning gibbous moon
beneath the winking planet-king
oh beautiful dog
oh beautiful rabbit
I am sorry.
I could never be
a god.

July morning. Jupiter above the waning gibbous moon.