with thanks to Ellen Stackable who offered an invitation to write around “labels that I wear” today for #verselove at Ethical ELA. She began the reflective prompt with this: “Think about the labels that other people have placed on you throughout your life. Imagine these labels as tangible objects, peel and stick name tags that one-by-one stick to you…”
I don’t do well with actual peel-able labels, at all. We do not get along… here’s where this line of thinking led me today.
For Day Twenty-Five of National Poetry Month
Label Liberation
Labels
never stick to my clothing
as they’re meant to
the edges curl up
to snag my long hair
pulling out strands
the whole thing
scrolls into itself
obscuring whatever pronouncement
of who or what I am
to any given audience
funny how I just now recall
a nametag, long ago
when I was four or five
visiting a Sunday School class
at Grandma’s church
I think it was in the shape of
an animal
maybe a fish
not sure
attached to my new
lavender-and-white
checkered dress
with a straight pin
until
I threw up, without warning
and was rushed to
the commode
where my nametag fell in
I cried for it
and was told
it doesn’t matter now
it is ruined
the teacher was much more concerned
over my stained dress
but that was my identity
being flushed away
a facet of myself,
lost
so now I wonder
if my offended little-child aura
decided then and there
that henceforth,
no label should ever
stick again
that would explain a lot
which could never fit
on a finite piece of paper
anyway
