inspired by Bible study of James 1:1-12
Crucible:
an earthen container
able to withstand
intense heat until
the precious metal
within is purified,
its imperfect portions
sparking off in the air
comes from medieval Latin
crucibulum
meaning ‘night lamp’
possibly one which hung
in front of
a crucifix
perhaps in
cavernous darkness
on crumbling stone walls
a feeble lantern
reflecting on the last
tangible hope
that weeping endures for
a night
but joy comes
in the morning
whether the current battle
is won
or lost
a flickering halo
in the shadows
where faith responds
while carrying
staggering loss
crushing burdens
utter depletion
still believing
still living by
the stillness in
the soul
still trusting in God
despite all
endurance
there’s holiness
in it

Endurance. Mohammadali. CC BY-NC-SA 2.0.

New Oxford American Dictionary
Once again, you have my arm hairs standing on end. Especially powerful: “a flickering halo / in the shadows / where faith responds / while carrying / staggering loss…” pushing past exhaustion, drawing strength from some unknown yet fully certain source. I agree: “…there’s holiness / in it.”
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Thank you, Paul.
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