Beautiful Micah-girl:
Your big sister has decided
that the leggings
of the fall outfit
I got for your birthday
are “bonfire red”…
that is now
officially
my favorite color.

Beautiful Micah-girl:
Your big sister has decided
that the leggings
of the fall outfit
I got for your birthday
are “bonfire red”…
that is now
officially
my favorite color.

If I could
make time stand still
I would have made
this one bright day
last for years
just me and you
bathed in brilliant
sharp-edged
autumn light
your beautiful pensive
baby face
considering
fallen willow-oak leaves
stretching beneath us
like a russet rug
as you swing
in and out
of my shadow
you cannot know
(not now, anyway)
how I treasure
these moments
this day
and you
but one day you will
oh, if I could make
time stand still

The Boy and I
walking under
the evening sky:
he notes the bright, bright star
glittering high
—not a star, say I
that’s Jupiter
and that’s Saturn,
right over there—
I take out my phone
open an app
hold it to the sky
aim at these ‘stars’
up pop the planets
on the fly
—oh, the awe
in The Boy’s eyes—
he shows me his watch
I didn’t know
he’d set its face
to the solar system
planets positioned in orbits
line by line:
I know where they are
but I didn’t know I
could actually see them
in the sky
—what app is that??
—SkyView, say I
in an instant
The Boy has downloaded it
and is turning every which way
phone pointed
at the night sky
—Mars is right there
by the streetlight! he cries
I LOVE this,
says he,
by and by
I watch him
with a sigh
remembering how
he first fell in love
with planets
around age five

The Boy’s solar system artwork, created for me about twenty years ago.
It remains taped to the back of my bedroom door.
I was only halfway watching
when I heard the frenzied pitch
of announcers’ voices on TV
I looked, then, to see
the horse
that beautiful bay
breaking away from others
with unparalleled grace
with uncommon ease
—just like Secretariat!
cried the announcers
—oh, very much like him,
I thought, holding my breath
tears stinging my eyes
at a loss for any word
except glorious
crossing the finish line
the others far behind
undefeated Flightline
clearly is of
divine design

Flightline wins the Breeder’s Cup Classic by the largest margin in the history of the race
In the midst of a trying workweek
while fighting a cold,
exhaustion, despair
a last-minute supper decision
led to a country restaurant
for the healing power of
chicken ‘n’ dumplings
and collards that tasted
exactly like Grandma’s
—God, I miss her so

Tiny musician
learning her art at age one
standing on tiptoes

Knowing how his little niece loves music, my musician son gave her a real keyboard for her first birthday
Why is it that, as I began to think of a November theme for my Spiritual Journey writer-friends, that the word holy came to mind?
I suppose it was connected with the start of the holiday season…holiday, from the original Old English, hāligdæg, means holy day.
I am writing this on a holy day to many around the world, All Soul’s Day. Following All Saint’s Day. Following All Hallow’s Eve…a holy triduum for remembering the dead, collectively known as Allhallowtide. On Halloween morning I saw a mystical fiery rainbow in the clouds, a colorful band of light joining earth to heaven. Genesis 9:13 played in my mind: I have set my bow in the cloud, and it shall be a sign of the covenant between me and the earth. A promise from God. There’s also a rainbow around the throne of God (Revelation 4:3).
Holy. As in hallowed.
I think of votive candles lit in memory of deceased loved ones, the bright flames driving the dark away, the way that hope does in the despairing soul. So many holy-day observances involve the lighting of candles.
My little granddaughter had her first birthday at the end of October. A solitary candle burned on her cake, representing her one year of life.
Holy.
It also means blessed.
For me, holy is closely linked to my life-word, awe, in that they encompass the divine and a reverence for it. Even a shadowing of fear. When I was a small child attending church with my grandparents, I sensed all of this on entering the sanctuary, long before I had words to convey it. I did not know, then, about the ancient Holy of Holies, the inner sanctuary of the Tabernacle where God’s presence dwelt, that only the High Priest could enter it once a year to make atonement for the Israelites, and that anyone else trying to do so would die. Even the High Priest had to prepare with great care.
Holy. It means sacred, consecrated, set apart.
The ancient Jews considered the Holy of Holies the spiritual junction of heaven and earth.
I looked at all the white-rail decor in that long-ago Methodist church and could not understand, describe, or convey…but I sensed holy and trembled.
My other granddaughter, age six, was baptized recently. I watched her, robed in white, descending into the baptismal pool where the preacher—her stepfather, my son—held out his hand to her. Her little face was aglow with the faith of a child (the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these), looking up at her dad with absolute trust. My son was overcome with emotion.
Holy. Pure.
My spirit clings to the word. Although it seems like life is often consumed by an ever-raging sea of unholiness, the holy is always there, like a luminous lifeline. It shines in faces of children. It swells in birdsong, in music so beautifully composed that it draws tears. It lives in extraordinary, self-sacrificial acts of love. It manifests itself in healing. In forgiveness. I see it often in nature, obeying its patterns, displaying such breathtaking glory and wonders that one forgets the brokenness of things. Yes, when the slant of light is just right, one gets a shot of awe, a glimpse above and beyond, a perceiving of holy. Of the presence of God. Like a fiery rainbow on Halloween morning.
In the end, it is all a matter of opening the soul to seeing.
Here’s to finding the holy in every day of the journey.

I wrote a poem about the rainbow on All Hallow’s Eve; people forget the Christian connections to the day.

Spiritual Journey Friends, please share your links in the comments below – blessings to you all!
Nature’s fiery colors fade to brown
Overhead on the power line a hawk
Vaingloriously perches against a charcoal sky
Eyeing the underbrush
Mice seem to know, and are still
Burrowed in blankets of papery leaves
Every furtive squirrel a master of stockpiling
Reconnaissance

misty mystic morn
divine light, cloud-flaming bright
holy hope reborn

I cannot recall ever seeing a rainbow on Halloween before. This morning, there it was, gleaming bright in the clouds. Thus begins Allhallowtide, the age-old Christian tradition of prayerfully remembering those who have died.
I forgot to bring
the Harry Potter decor
from my room at school
but my last-minute
shopping improvisation
treated my trunk well
