Thoughts while watching an Orson Welles marathon

Intense
Suspense
Plot twists
Narrative shifts
Brilliance
Resilience
Versatility
Palpability
Haunting
Daunting
Iconic tableaus
Ironic shadows
Magic art
Tragic heart
Antihero
Chiaroscuro
Life is hall-of-mirrors histoire
In gorgeous film noir

Orson Welles in The Third Man, 1949. John Irving. CC BY-SA

I’ve loved old movies since childhood but haven’t seen many of Orson Welles’ beyond Citizen Kane and The Magnificent Ambersons. Got caught up in watching The Stranger, The Third Man, and The Lady from Shanghai... I guess you could say I fell under Welles’ deep, dark spell. A magical respite from the sweltering, suffocating August day.

Curious connection

gogyoshi: a Japanese poem with a title and five lines

The Curious Connection of Seahorses and Hummingbirds
(Two of My Favorite Creatures)

One is the slowest creature in the sea
the other, the most agile in the air.
One armor-plated, one gorgeously plumed;
what could they possibly have in common?
Fins and wings beating at the same speed.

Tiny king

The Tiny King Comes to Sip His Nectar

He visits a little more each day
watching me through the window, wary
not knowing I hold my breath
at sight of him, flash of living jewel-fire
out of nowhere, here, and gone

My male ruby-throated hummingbird
—took days of stealth to get these shots.
The females come more frequently.


Rubies are the stone of kings; in chess, the king can move in any direction. In mythology, nectar is the drink of the gods. Fitting symbolism for this little creature so gloriously arrayed, so endowed with otherworldly powers. He’s outside my window looking in at this very moment, the morning sun shining on his fiery throat—the brightest color I’ve ever seen in nature. Utterly breathtaking. He’s laid claim to the window feeder since I put another one out in the yard. Tiny king of a tiny kingdom, reigning and defending from a twig-throne on high, among pink blossoms in the crape myrtlewhich just so happens to represent royalty.

Of the ages

It is said that
the Information Age
is ending
giving way to
the Experience Age
loosely defined
as moving from
accumulation
(our digital output
is greater
than our capacity
to store it
anyway)
to immersion
in the story:
‘Live every moment
of your life
to the fullest,
with as much
sensory detail
as possible!’

(a shift
reminiscent of
the writing rule
‘show, don’t tell’
although in truth
it takes both
to bring a story
to life
and in thinking
of narratives
I pause to consider
this thing called
the unreliable narrator)

then, this week,
I stumbled across
this phrase:
We live in the age of rage

I contemplate the why of it
as my brain follows threads
inextricably, impossibly knotted
through a psychological tapestry
of distortion
information here
experience there
narrative everywhere
(as I once heard a father
tell his child:
It’s your lie.
Tell it like you want to.)

people do tell it
and sell it
and buy it
like they want to

often, it seems,
without an eye
turned toward the age
to come
being too blinded
by continual bombardment
in the now

the Experience Age
I wonder if it might be
more aptly called
the Age of Escape
fleeting as it is

these are the things
I think about
when I sit to write
in the stillness
of early morning
before the sunrise
before the stirring of the birds
nature’s continuity
offering sacred respite
from the Age of Rage
where the broken road
inevitably sends one
teetering on the edge
if not over into
the abyss
of despair

Hope. Martin Gommel. CC BY-NC-ND 2.0

Tiny warriors

Not one but two hummingbirds
visit the new feeder now
as if the first brought a friend
to a cool new place for a drink

This is not the case

It’s a competition
a quarrel, a chase
each determined

to drive the other away
each little but fierce

Methinks I will call them
Helena and Hermia

(no sign of any males;
perhaps they’re in the woods
asleep)

What I’d say to these tiny warriors
if I could make them understand
is that there’s plenty to go around


but humans
(what fools we mortals be)

who should understand
have yet to learn
about living peaceably
about there always being enough

if only…

I sigh as I ponder
the solitary existence
of hummingbirds

and the mad beating
of their wings


“And though she be but little, she is fierce…”

Hey, hummingbird

gogyoshi: a Japanese poem with a title and five lines

Hey, Hummingbird

as if accepting southern hospitality
(always dependent on sugar)
my new enchanting friend
stops by to sip and sit a spell
throughout the summer day

Female ruby-throated hummingbird.
She began visiting within moments after I put out the feeder.

Lion

Look at my mane! Look at my teeth!
I‘m a most magnificent beast!
Only, Little Artist, could you at least
Name me and draw me a body beneath?

“Lion’s Mane” by Scout, age 6.

To me the lion seems quite happy to have been drawn thus far.
Although its expression might be a little sketchy...