I forgot to bring
the Harry Potter decor
from my room at school
but my last-minute
shopping improvisation
treated my trunk well

I forgot to bring
the Harry Potter decor
from my room at school
but my last-minute
shopping improvisation
treated my trunk well

At one year old you
look like me, some people say
I can see it’s true
and I celebrate
how you recognize me now
by clapping your hands
it’s your special sign
born of me clapping my hands
celebrating you

Yea, Micah! Franna celebrates you every day ❤
Looking back…
every day a wonder
every day a celebration
every day new
because of you
beautiful
independent-minded
serious
precious
kiss-blowing
dog-adoring
music-loving
beatbox attempting (!!)
baby girl
one whole year
of life transformed
by exponential love
every day
on this day
praise to God on high
for the profound gift
of you
my prayer
on looking back
at every day
of this past year
is wrapped with thanksgiving
and tied with the ribbon
of utter joy
for all our days to come
looking forward

Happy first birthday, Micah. With so much love, every day – Franna
This morning
was glorious
the strange autumn slant of light
catching the red-gold-orange flames
of trees, reaching their limbs
up to a brooding gray sky
meeting still-green fields
at the horizon
such a study in color
that I, mere mortal observer,
lost myself in the awe
of indescribable beauty
I could have lived
a thousand years
and not lost my breath
as I did this morning
marveling
wondering
at how such a beautiful world
can be so broken

autumn morning drive
past ponds with gray whorls of mist
revealing secrets
like the blue heron
materializing there
at the edge of hope

Blue Heron in Mist. Elizabeth Castillo, San Diego. CC BY-NC-ND 2.0.
with thanks to the herons I see in several misty ponds as I drive to work – they lift my spirits immeasurably
My first thought, on opening the garage door:
Oh, look, a toad, jumping from the step…
Until I discerned that this gray smudge of a creature
Scurrying to hide behind my boots was furry and
Evading me like the plague…

Mouse. Rob Powell. CC BY-SA
Mice are better leapers than frogs. Just sayin’.
My grandmother loved music
all of her life.
She wanted me to love it, too.
And so she took me to
Murphy’s Mart
(if memory is correct)
to buy a child’s chord organ.
I looked at the pretty blue instrument
and chose a doll instead.
Grandma couldn’t understand.
But you love playing my organ…
don’t you want one of your own?
At the time I didn’t have words to say
I love music but it isn’t my destiny.
The doll, called Blythe,
had eyes that changed color
when I pulled a string:
blue
green
pink
orange.
I picked her instead
of the music.
Grandma, dismayed,
bought her anyway.
It was only the beginning
of my fascination
with seeing the world
through lenses
of many colors.
Maybe it was then
that a writer
instead of a musician
was born.

Neo Blythe ‘Bohemian Peace. MissBlythe. CC BY-NC-ND 2.0.
I have learned, in researching my Blythe doll, that Kenner only made them for a year (1972) in the U.S. A Japanese company bought them out. An original Blythe doll is now worth a couple of thousand dollars. I don’t know what became of mine, unfortunately. My grandmother’s own glossy-wood Roxy chord organ from the 60’s, however, stands in my foyer. In the end, it’s infinitely more priceless to me.
See another good example of Blythe at https://www.facebook.com/watch/?v=897056547546831.
Dennis the dachshund
clearly appreciating
my taste in slippers

even in autumn
(if you pay close attention)
there’s a little spring

Lo, a rose e’er blooming…